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18 January 2011 @ 04:46 pm



You know, I feel so bad I don't have anything planned for his birthday. I've been too busy with uni sutff. m(_ _)m Doesn't help that I just learnt yesterday that I'm anemic because of lack of iron. :'D Me?! I couldn't believe it. Well, at least there's now a reason as of why I've been so tired lately. And today I was supposed to do something for his birthday, like bake muffins or something, but I had a headache and had to sleep it away. Then I realized I could have bought a b-day dessert for him... T__T
17 January 2010 @ 06:52 pm
And you know what it means. :D


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And now, I feel bad because I have nothing for his birthday. T__T Kill me, please. I don't even have a banner because I seriously haven't done any graphics in a year or so. Nor did I come up with anything fancy for his birthday. Well, he's not going to see this so not like it matters anyway but...

Everyone, let's still spread the Taiyo love! :D More people have to get to know him. ~♥
Current Music: Ayukawa Taiyo: Feel It
17 January 2009 @ 05:19 pm
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☆*゚ ゜゚*☆*゚ ゜゚*☆*゚ ゜゚*☆*゚ ゜゚*☆*゚ ゜゚*☆*゚ ゜゚*☆

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Mom made a birthday cake for me today because I wanted it to be made now, not earlier. Anyway, I devoted one piece of it for Taiyo. ~♥ Please ignore the fact that I can't write Taiyo's name in kanji. XD

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I'm sad I haven't had that much time to do anything more for your birthday, Taiyo. T__T But I wish you a happy birthday once again. Enjoy your day! (^ε^) ~♥

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17 January 2008 @ 04:12 pm
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God I suck at writing those. XD Anyway, yay, it's Taiyo's birthday! Well, it's still 17th here but 18th in Japan so... Let's everyone be happy even for a day, ne? :D My life recently has been very uhm... tiring and I haven't really had that much free time so I couldn't prepare anything better for Taiyo's birthday. :(

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Enjoy your day Taiyo! And sorry for me sounding so fangirlish here. XD
02 December 2007 @ 08:06 pm
Sorry for posting twice today. But this deserves a post of its own. And it's gonna be public because Taiyo needs more love.

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I really saw this coming and, as I've said, I was preparing for it but it still hit me so hard. Right now I feel sad, depressed, angry and totally empty. I really waited for him to get more chances. Things were just getting better for him too but then this whole HSJ fiasco happened. Honestly. My Christmas won't be so good this year.

I wish I could just wish him luck for the future but I can't. And I feel bad for that reason. I want to see more of him! Even one picture would be good enough. I really regret the day I became a fan of JE. And someone should have really warned me not to become so emotionally attached to a celebrity who doesn't have even a clue that I'm here and I'm his fan.

I will still continue to support him. I'll make a big birthday post for him and when I finally can watch Ya3 show again, I'll make nice little fangirly rants about them. But now I can't stand any of those. Probably not for a long time.

I don't know the reason for his leaving. Was it because he wanted to focus on his studies? Or because he simply didn't want to be in entertainment business anymore? Or did JE freakin' threw him out? What ever the reason is, I think I understand him. I wouldn't want to be in that kind of business world. And it's better to concentrate on studying than being there. Taiyo is good at school after all, isn't he?

But... I don't want him to go! D: I know I'm so selfish now but I don't want to. And I really wonder how long it's gonna take for me to fully accept this and start listening to Ya-Ya-yah again. I don't really know. Everyday life will be hard for me because I have Taiyo's pictures on my schedule and I need to look at it everyday because I have so poor memory that I can't remember anything without it. ;_;

My head is empty and full of thoughts at the same time. I can't still believe that he isn't there anymore. Just on August we got to enjoy his solo and it was honestly one of the best things that happened to me in this year. Some people say that those shokuras sucked but to me they were the best shokuras I've watched. For real. I enjoyed the attention Taiyo got. He was simply awesome there!


You really made my life. Simply seeing your smile would make my day and make me feel happier. I'm worried how I can feel happy now because I'm a gloomy person, in general. You could really put a smile on my face anytime.

I must also thank you for giving me courage to create this blog and for me to getting to know the awesome people on my f-list.


I'm sad that I can't fulfill my dream and see you in person one day.

He was the reason I'm a fan of JE so don't expect me to watch anything JE-related. Bye bye this sucky fandom! I won't miss it, but I'll miss Taiyo for sure.

I'll edit this post when my mind clears up a bit. ;_; And no cuts because I can't stand the thought of those right now.